Every minute more torturing then the last, I just want to fall asleep so by the time I wake I won’t have to wait as long. I am so excited, tomorrow is the start of a row of amazing events. Starting with seeing my Sean and ending with my 20th birthday dinner.
I don’t think I have felt this happy, excited, content and scared at the same time. Scared for things to go wrong, happy and excited for them to happen and content because my life is finally going as planned. Next step is to save for my own place, I am so glad I stayed in Brisbane. My life got worse but that was all for the better. It will be 2 years this December since I decided to stay for the person I love. It was all worth it in the end, come December 12th I will be the happiest girl alive and no one can take that happiness away from me.
I will fight until my last breath to keep what I have worked so hard for. Never suffer defeat.