Live fast, Die young

Hold the S because I am an AINT

Chevorn Lea Mason

My name is Chevorn Lea Mason. 3/11/92. I was born in the wrong place at the wrong time. In the wrong life in the wrong decade. But I am surviving the best I can and being all I can be. Very few people have meaning in my life. And I do mean few. If you are one of those people then you are lucky. If you are not it doesn’t matter, you probably are one of those people to someone else.

I have many issues. I am too kind, it is a disease. I know this sounds silly but it is true. Being too kind makes me vulnerable and fills me with trust issue. So if you screw me over once I’ll never let you do it again. Since I am aware of my issues I have learnt how to keep myself safe and sane. 

I love the rain, 3am is my favourite time. I spend all my money making myself and others happy. No one else matters but number 1. Its selfish but if you don’t take care of yourself who else will? I love cats. I love music. I live for live music and I enjoy playing games. PS3 is my favourite console and my favourite game of all time is without a doubt Kingdom Hearts. I drink a lot and like to party. I am over confident and make my presence known in a room. I am in love. I love this boy more then my life. He makes me break my selfish rule of looking out for only myself.

My bestfriend know who I am. But there are a lot of fakers. I will do anything to make my close friends happy. My life isn’t perfect but it isn’t complete utter shit. No matter how bad my life gets I always know that there is someone else out there worse off then me. So why should I complain? 

I study at a university and am pushing myself to the limits. I love piercings and have about 8 of them. I work in a jewelers and own too much jewelry. I love metal music. My favourite colour is purple. I love reading, writing and drawing. I like to create things in any way I can. Little things amuse me. I am generally a happy person, well at least try to be. I own too much pointless crap but I always seem to find a use for it down the track. 

I have gained and lost as much as the other person. I never judge on first glance because what gives me the right? I’ll never change for anyone. You just have to deal with me the way I am. Most of the time I am sick, in many more ways then one. I hate tan, I love pale. Makeup is one of my passions and I will never be classed as normal but then again no one is. 

So thats me if it even matters to you.